good day.. met my new therapist :)

today:
11 am- 2 pills, veinte sf ff cinnamon dolce latte (160 cals.)
3 pm- 2 pills, diet coke with ice
6 pm- less than 1/2 pomegranate (under 50 cals.), water
8 pm- 2 pills, water


i've been doing okay with my eating.. but nothing with my exercising cause i have a cold and i am still trying to recoup!!

still in a good mood- but my mom was being a bitch all day because she knows my eating is "a mess" as she says.. and dealing with two ana daughters is tough for her.

11 am: 2 pills, a tiny bit of water
3 pm: 2 pills, ff/sf cinn. dolce latte (160 calories)

7 pm: (just to shut mom up i ate dinner)
2 pills, glass of iced water
spring mix lettuce
1/4 a pomegranate
25 calorie balsamic spray dressing
1/4 cup fat free ricotta



I meet my new therapist tomorrow, which I am surprisingly excited for (I just like talking to someone about my crazy ass life, but I never mention my ed to new therapists.. they annoy me when they talk about it!!) Also, I am going to hit the gym for an hour or two tomorrow after therapy cause I need it!

Ohh, and caffeine free Hydroxycut is AMAZING. Like I have not been hungry since I started them.. it's GREAT!


xo.

hour 25 of my "fast" which i can hopefully pull off for at least 4 days (so saturday/sunday is ideal for me!) right now, i am not "fasting".. its more like restricting heavily and trying my hardest to exclude solid foods. i need to get my body back into its "mode" for me to be able to successfully start fasting again.. so i am just trying to get started on my weight loss goal!! its pathetic, i know- but i just looked in the mirror and i am already seeing my face thinning out (i also think that a month of being sick with a cold helped me out too! haha)

today:
11 am- 2 pills, half diluted glass of gatorade
2 pm- 2 pills, sf cinnamon dolce late with nf milk from starbucks (about 140 calories)
7 pm- 2 pills, half diluted glass of orange juice
10 pm- 2 handfuls of purple grapes ;(


ahhhh i am buying a scale tomorrow- and i cannot WEIGHT* haha



xo.